Modern society. 

What a glorious phrase. 

You'd think we'd have given the last thousand years some thought, but the problems that plague today were around in Jesus's day. 

Modern society knows the way to write, it knows the way to count. It knows the way. Blinds itself from the acknowledgment that it is simply a way. One way to count. One way to talk. One way to think. One way to treat your fellow creatures, and the creature that is the Earth. 

I have scorned this life more than I have had the opportunity to live it. It is true what they say, most people today are zombies. It is easier, for some time, to ignore the pain inside your soul. For centuries, somehow, people have done this. They have gotten by.

"I've done my share."

"I'm a good person."

"This is grammatically correct."

"This is a good painting."

Wrong. Simple. Short-sighted. I am so angry with the world, I haven't yet learned how to bear to live here. 

"I've done my share." - Your share? It is an inefficient and ridiculous concept. Humans are channels and cyclical beings. You've done your perception of your share based on your perception of the importance of other people's work, compared to your own, without understanding their experience in completing the tasks, even if it is a 'regular' thing for them. I am so annoyed by the simplicity of the white western mind.

"I am a good person." no such thing. get rid of your binary way of thinking. this is the root of the sickness of separatism which plagues the human race. god bless these other creatures who exist on the physical plane with us, for keeping things in balance as we have gone awry.

"This is grammatically correct." fuck you, fuck your punctuation. it is grammatically correct in the language you are currently speaking of, in the dialect you are using it, in the time and region of which it is being used. language evolves. it is a way of connection, communication, understanding. there aren't rules and it isn't only verbal. As a partially non-verbal soul, I hate how reliant today's world and this life is on speaking, and speaking correctly, at the pace others expect you to. I hate how much people ignore their pain and instead reflect it onto others and the world around them. 

"This is a good painting." Teaching children 'how to draw', 'how to write a story', 'how' to do anything creative, and you are murdering the creativity that rests in their heart. Most people who underwent the school system of modern society have been pulled dry of their humanness, and classes that would have been an oasis are promptly thwarted. the white western man fucks up everything good and then calls it bad when it's broken.

the white western man fucks up everything good and then calls it bad when it's broken. 

people don't even realize how disconnected they are from nature, and therefore their own humanness. 

this is not natural.

the earth is telling us this she's sick.

humans are meant to be caretakers of the earth. we just enough capacity of thought to change our environment. we have used it to benefit ourselves individually by taking away from the environment - failing to realize that we are the environment and we have been robbing ourselves blind through these voyages of violence, corruption of authority, betrayal of the song of the soul.

it is normal for people to be doing poorly in a poor system.

if a whole class fails a test, we don't scold the students - we ask the teacher to redo their lesson in a different way. if the 'most privelged' people in the world all hate their job, hate the 9-5, then why are we doing it? causing the natural world to collapse only to distract ourselves from the people we are robbing?

there are more people who are enslaved today than there were when satan himself industrialized slavery. 

the maintenance of hell is what it takes to upkeep the gluttony of modern america - and globalization around the world... which is mostly the product of america waving their dick around everywhere telling people that was what mattered, and slaughtering them and taking over their country and people and language and culture otherwise. 

hitler bad, colombus good.

fuck that. 

fuck you.

fuck america.